sometimes it seems like my life is just meant as a way to feel these certain days. these days when the air is crisp and the sun is bright. when i can feel the wind blow like crazy and hear the rustling of the leaves. there is so much beauty in the way these colors look, so much that i wish i could emulate for others to see, so that others would see something beautifully unreal, and say "that can't be real" and then notice that it is real in subtle ways. so that people notice more around them. because i think thats whats good in life. those one second memories of splashing water with a stick, the way that the folds of a dress fell around someone i once knew, the touch of a hand. if i could make a all of things visual i would, and i know damn well i'm gonna try.