in life i try to do what comes natural.

i try to do the things i want to.

i am learning as i go many different things, there is no way i can communicate what i think. there is no way i can say what my hopes are, what my dreams are. does that make them less important. does that mean i am doomed to obscurity. is there any other doom to have. it has been reported that all of the people that have been like me before have done what i am doing, swum into the trap of freedom gladly, seeing something they thought the others did not see. is it really something the others did not see or perhaps just something they know to avoid, it is a promise which can never be fulfilled.