for a second, ill tell you what i think. i dont change my pants much because i like the way they look. i like peeling the paint off of them in the days after painting. i like to draw characters out of the shapes made by the brush marks on them. i cut my own hair, and i wont let anyone else do it for me. my hair grows for me to cut it, its my toy to play with. i want to make others know that i have similar feelings to them, so that we can together be less alone. i realized once that no matter how close you are to someone, you are always alone on the inside, they cannot know your thoughts. but if you show someone something beautiful, that beauty brings a part of you into them, and they can cherish it and feel less alone. people that are not self-reflective do not enjoy mu company i think, for they do not feel the loneliness of life. i am here for those that have searched inside, and have found that it is only themselves, their thoughts, that no one else is here.